I am doing worse than I ever have been in my entire life. I'm behind in all my classes, can't sleep, I'm lonely and cynical and apathetic and to top it all off, I don't have a dollar to my name and I don't get paid for two weeks. I owe $80 in bills, $250 in taxes and $2800 to my school, and I don't even have enough money to buy ramen. I hate my job, my friends are growing distant and I can't even find the motivation to get out of bed in the morning. And to top it all off, I haven't had a creative thought in my head in weeks, and I'm a writer and documentarian (or at least I'm studying to be). Nothing is going well right now, I'm in a hole I don't know how I'm going to be able to crawl out of and I need help. I need lots and lots of help.
